All most a year.

It had been 8 months at my last posting of my husband's death. And now it is almost a year (October 19) since I lost my best friend. I have tried in various ways to grieve to rearrange my life to make every thing fit and make sense. Not sure it every will. I journal, tried facebook, doesn't work. So I will keep looking keep trying to make sense of it all. I feel as though I am disappearing, become someone else. Don't want to whine, but not sure anyone else notices or cares. So what the hell, another Wild Turkey and all is well.