I had titled this as "who I am" she looks kind of lonely with nothing surrounding her. But perhaps that is part of the process. She is starting out kind of alone but maybe will attract more Spirit Signs to her. As I look at what she/I am becoming I can see other energy forming around her.

So let me explain. Four legs/pillars for a foundation. Her belt with the star, wheel and web to connect her, her base chakras. The six sided comb at the sacral the sweetness of life the abundance that can be. At her heart is the drum and rattle of ceremony, so tell her story to sing her song. The throat energy to tell her truth, to "put it out there". The third eye to see the possibility to let others see it too. The energy swirls at her head, hear the truth, listen to the message of the "Message Bringer". The Ancient Oak grows as a crown to honor the "Standing Ones". Her face is marked by the River Spirit, hoping to heal us all.

I can only put down what I hear, what comes to me. If I try to analyze the meaning the meaning will be lost. I can only put it down and let the meaning make itself known. I let go of all expectations and see what manifests itself. It is with a leap into the known that I will make this known to those that will listen. And, to those that understand it will have meaning, that is theirs alone to understand. For those who don't understand I will love just the same, as those who do understand. As we try to crawl out of the box of meager mindedness. (I know spell check is going to have a hay day with this. Don't you love making new words?)

I did some research Snopes or somebody like that had this posted. Saying that this isn't all that rare or even when it does happen the planets are not aligned like this. Perhaps it is just me but when I look at this picture I see a promise from Mystery that gives a hopeful sign that things can and will change peacefully. I am making this picture and some others a focus for my meditation for my trip. The change I feel coming is one of great strength and the really cool thing of it is, no political party has power over it. As I read the reactions of many over the election results, I have not so much concern about what the future will bring as concern for peoples spirit and what the rhetoric is doing to their energy. So I will concentrate on my faux planetary alignment, and let it help me to open my mind to cosmic possibilities.

On December 3, 2013 this takes place. We will be on our way to Guatemala then. This trip is building. I am purposefully meditating on this because of my Mayan Reading says I have moved from the Cycle of Transformer to that of the Jaguar.

I was born into the sign of the Transformer and have been there from birth till the age of 52. That was a cycle of lies, death and rebirth. Looking back that seems to be true. Because I have become to realize I have been searching for the truth of things in one way or another. Have taken different paths seeking, knowing that there was something more for all of us. The reading elaborates on more, but for now this realization is enough. Over the next few weeks more will be explored. To understand how this part of my life has led me to the place I am now.

Now for the rest of my life I found that I am in the cycle of the jaguar. With a deep love for the Mother Earth, the Jaguar or shaman I am tied directly to the source of all Earth Magic. With that understanding, I explore what that means. It would appear I am going on this trip to the source. So I go with "integrity" I make this journey open to all that will be shown. The Mystery is this is so completely different than what I had expected.

So these visages are my meditation focus. The Mystery, the Truth, and the Message all with Integrity that all that should be made known. The Universe awaits.

This is a great picture. Changing Woman. That's me, I guess that is all of us.  We are changing all the time, most change is subtle. We hardly notice and hopefully it is for the better. Things do sneak up on you though, and we wonder "when the hell did that happen."

I just recently found a great movie- "Eat, Pray, Love". I remember when it came out I wanted to see it. But it got lost in the rest of life. Just recently the author of the book came into my meanderings. So I got the movie on X-Box and the book on my Nook. Though her journey was through divorce and a writing career, it so mirrored what could be any kind of lose. Grief can come in many ways. One thing that she did realize though was that she had never been truly alone on her own. It was this realization that I have come to as well. I may have mentioned in other blogs of the cave and all that. But I also have come to know that even with all my family and friends, at the end of the day in the evening and night it is just me. I must pay the insurance, taxes and utilities those mundane but necessary things. But also no one to share those nonsense things with that family and friends would even understand. But "she" says that before getting lost again in someone else she had to find "her".

So "Changing Woman" come let's talk. The changes can be subtle and exceedingly slow but here we go.